Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Back by demand

やあ~
Missed me? Probably not, I only have two followers anyway, haha!
But today one of them asked me to update my blog and I couldn't help it, since she's just so sweet! Thank you very much for being there for me ♥

To those of you who were actually concerned about my friend issue (Aww, thank you very much):
I'm just trying to accept things as they are, so I'm just acting like nothing happened to her and even though she's not like she was before, I think I'm getting used to it, so rest assured, I'm absolutely fine~ Thanks to the sweethearts who were worried so much about me, I love you very much ♥♥

To be honest, I was indeed asked to write this blog post, but I don't have all that much to say... So I will open up a topic about art!
What kind of art do you like? Is it in the form of drawing or performing something? Do you like doing/drawing it or just seeing it? Why? Your opinion is important to me!
I, myself, love all sorts of art, it's all beautiful in its own way and each type of art can inspire another! You have no idea how many of my drawings have been inspired by books, music, ballet, even opera!
What about you? What inspires you?
Please tell me! ( ゚ー゚)/♥
It will also help me draw art that you will like more in the future! My tablet is still broken, but I hope that this can be fixed soon!

Also, Halloween is coming up! Are you going trick-or-treating? In my country, most people are Orthodox, so they don't celebrate it, but I made up an outfit and I hope my mom agrees to help me sew it! It's a witchy lolita outfit... I'll post pictures if I get it done, ね! (^o~)b I may celebrate it with my friend... Decoarting, drawing and eating candy, ahaha! And a sleepover, hehe (≧∇≦)

Other than that, life's been pretty melancholic for me... But a blog posted by a friend made me think...
She said that when she goes out of the house, she "puts on a mask" of a sort, she isn't her true self...
In fact, that's the same way I've been feeling too '_' Why is it that the world wants us to be all the same and pushes our uniquness? I wish to know... Perhaps this is why I've turned to lolita in the first place - When I accomplish my goal of being a lolita not only in manners but in looks too, people won't only notice by my behaviour, but by my style that I am someone different, unlike them, and not afraid to show them... I am a child, a lady, immature and mature at the same time, I am something that they cannot comprehend, yet something that's so simple! Like the Prince and the Pauper, in this world of princes and princesses, I am a pauper dressed as a prince, tagging along in their game, yet not fit to do that job...

I would like to stop keeping you busy with something as pointless as my personal life, but I want to share something more...
I have found the wonderful Japanese singer Rurutia (ルルティア)... She has such a beautiful and mysterious voice, her songs have so much feeling to them, they make me cry (be it happy or sad tears)! Please listen to some of her songs and tell me what you think too!

So then, that would be it!
Bye bye!
~Sushi-tan (^o^)v

4 comments:

  1. Waaaah, Tsuki updated blog (another date being saved for the futuristic history text books) xD
    Aww, you're incredible sweet too <3 I'm happy that we begun writing~~ I sorta missed some poeple to write with when online, everyone's been getting so absent or boring lately D: But you always manage to conquer up something random for a conversation~~ randomness ftw! :D
    And art.. hmm... *thinks* In general, I get inspiration from lots and lots of places. I like listening to the lyrics of my music, and then I imagine possible scenes in my head, sometimes including myself and comparing it to my everyday-life. Yeah, music is my inspiration source no. 1~~
    Hidden behind a mask? Yeh, that's something many people do, unfortunately. Ever since I lots my bff, I've been kinda splitted. I have another good friend, but sometimes she doesn't focus very much on what I'm telling her, unless we're alone. We have loads of fun together, but sometimes I just can't help thinking how I can't be completely serious with her and be like I want, exposing my otaku-self. For example, if I told her "yeah, I still like Pokémon, so what?" she'd either tease me the rest of my life or just ignore it, letting it become an awkward subject /:
    That's why I love people like you, someone I can talk to about everything I have in my weird brain =3
    Gawd, this became a pretty long comment o.o' Anygays, bye Tsukiiii~~ *waves*

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  2. Ahaha, thank you (゚▽゚)
    I've noticed how easy it is for me to be myself on the internet and not so much in real life... Kind of concerning when I think about it actually :/
    Yes, music is such a big inspiration for me too~ I even listen to the lyrics to music on the radio, but it's kind of hard when most of the time they go "Somebody told you how much I love you" 20 times... Or "YOUUUU CRANK THAT SOULJA BOYYY"... I don't even know what that means o.o"" So I'm glad I can listen to music online..
    But Pokemon is great! I loved it so much... I had a singing Pikachu toy and TONS of tiny pokeballs, collectible stickers and so on... But it seems like I've lost them <<; Oh and I wanted to marry Ash.
    I have a couple of IRL bffs, one of them lives quite far from where I am, so it's kind of hard to meet her, but we sometimes do on weekends... The other one moved because of her dad's job... So I have some close friends, but I'm not myself around her really... I don't think it's easy to be yourself around a friend that loves Twilight, Hannah Montana and so on without offending her or making her think you're weird ^^;
    Ahaha, thanks again ^3^~ Chuuu~

    P.S. If I posted this twice or more, sorry, my internet connection is playing tricks on me

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  3. Wtf is that kind of music? xD .. sounds a bit scary o.o' And yeah, pokémon is awesome! I got loads of pokémon stuff when I was younger too, but somehow it have dissappeared now x.x
    And that's always the problems about friends you share interests and such with~~ they usually live across the country T^T;;;
    Btw, you didn't post more than once ^^

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